Asi fui

Hola...

creo que solo me inspiro para escribir cuando siento de alguna forma que estas molesta conmigo... y creo que no te sobran motivos, total la foto del fail y las otras fotos son cosas que para ti no deben hacerse, supongo... y no tiene explicación que las haga, ni es mi deber darte una por que no la vas a aceptar...


Creo que de pronto fuimos algo apresurados, no dejamos que yo mostrara toda mi persona, pense que  habias hecho esa revisión de mi cuenta de facebook, y si hubieras querido, te daba la clave para que lo hicieras (aun te puedo dar la clave, pero no por aqui jeje) creo que debimos dejar un poco, recuerda que te dije que tenía un lado oscuro, y como dice el maestro yoda...

"But beware of the dark side. Anger, fear, aggression; the dark side of the Force are they. Easily they flow, quick to join you in a fight. If once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny, consume you it will, as it did Obi-Wan's apprentice.”

but.. it won´t dominate forever, as  Obi-Wan's apprentice did not, because that apprentice at the end learns what he has done is bad, and learned it almost at the end of his life, when he destroys the emperor... but this is not the point...

I've seen and hear things it will make your hair curl, i've seen what the demons can make of a person, i, myself are an example of how much pain can be self-inflicted by any reason...but also i believe if god put our paths together is for something, and this part of the way will be hard for us, because it will imply my change, and may imply your acceptation, and i do not know which one is harder to get, always thinking in us, and believing in god's help, and in our own skills, that make something special of us.

i have to say, i've been changing, and a good change you are making in me, you are my catalyst, you are the one who can make me, as yoda said, "No! No different! Only different in your mind. You must unlearn what you have learned." 

I must unlearn what i have learned, i must learn the correct path to good ways, i must find that way, and maybe god put us in each other's way because we have to learn something from the other, i do not know if this is true, but you are changing me, in a good way, as luke could finally change his father, and this change will be enormous, how much, i do not know...


I just hope, after your thoughts, and your flu, you can be able to keep this pretty soul, and i wonder if that soul still wants to keep her way crossed with mine, (i know that was one of the most selfish thoughts in my life, but it is time to become selfish), i won't beg on my knees for your pardon, because i believe when you love, you love the person, no matters how good or bad this person is, or was, or will be,  and i want this soul and heart still in love, in love with me, as i am of you.


remember


I love you...